I’m sorry for I couldn’t be with you for a very, very long time. I’ve been through a severe emotional & psychological trauma, causing my immune system collapse, leaving me with the concerns for my health (we expected cancer out of the biopsy reports, and most honestly, I half heartedly wished for it, because I was completely devastated after the disappointment and betrayal I had to face – I don’t want to get into details here – but it didn’t turn out to be, so you won’t be able to get rid of me that easily, sorry), giving me a lymphatic inflammation problem at serious levels.
I’m still in treatment, but my doctor says I’m healing at a pace he’s never seen before – he even asked me if my body is “made of steel?” And I said, “No, Doc, I’ve just decided not to die, yet. That’s all.”
Your enthusiasm with life, your determination to live, and to enjoy the good things you have in life… These motivations have an extremely profound effect over your physical health and stamina.
As some of you already know from my book Dream Tiger, I raised from my own ashes more than once in my whole life, but this time I was really doubtful; not because I didn’t believe in myself, but because I lost my direction and desire. However, when I had the chance to analyze the situation with a clearer head, and brought all the pieces together about a devastating truth, I decided to live just out of grudge!
I lived my entire life trying to solve my own problems on my own, and keeping all the nasty things to myself. Recently I realized my experiences give people – especially the young ones – serious hopes to cope with life, and I changed my mind about keeping it to myself. As I said, I won’t bother you with the details. However, I can only tell you that what I’ve been through was just a little bit better than losing a child. My dear and close friend Janet G. Nestor – also an author who works with SaySaga Inspirational – was with me almost every single day through the process, and now, since I’m up and kicking again, she says she was really worried that “she didn’t know if she would be able to talk to me just one more day.” We’ve known each other for almost six years now, and she witnessed from first hand some of the most serious shit I’ve been through. But even she was scared that I might not be able to deal with this one. How wouldn’t she be? Even I had my own doubts!
The lies from the sources you trust most, which can make you question even your own sanity, the betrayals from the people you love most, from even those who owe you their lives, which can cause you to try to get a grip on reality so that you won’t slip into despair and madness, unfair and unfounded accusations, or completely unreal gossips about you can create such an effect on you that you may feel your entire world is coming down on your head.
Still, beyond everything else, I’m extremely pissed, and I always took my strength from anger, which I always try to channel it into positive outcomes and productivity. Moreover, while I spent my entire life with a dedication to learn, and always learn, there is only one thing I could never learn: I don’t know how to give up. It’s simple as that. I don’t know how to do it even if I want to.
As they say, “What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger!” And these developments that brought me to near death only started a period that I can guarantee you to end up being a revolution for me, and SaySaga Inspirational!
I know many of you are going through hell in life, guys! I know sometimes it feels like not worth the effort. However, trust me, the new version of yourself you will gain at the end of this will be worth EVERYTHING!
Because you will REDEFINE YOURSELF!
Therefore, I strongly encourage you to learn how to be a and rise from your own ashes!
Hold on! Hang in there! YOU WILL MAKE IT!
THIS IS VERY PROFESSIONAL!
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